
I did not grow up watching cable TV, but when my mother finally caved and got us cable when we moved, I was elated. This meant that I could finally watch "Total Request Live" that show on MTV one my best friends in elementary school was always raving about. Granted I was in the 5th grade, I had no idea what she was talking about but apparently TRL was the show to watch on cable. (Said friend even promised that she would take me their for whatever year birthday I was turning in 5th grade. Even though one had to be 16 in order to go, she said she knew someone. Long story short, she never took me.) This was at the height of the late-90s pop craze.
Yes, that's right. That's when Britney Spears, NSYNC, the Backstreet Boys and all those other groups that made us swoon to the point where one would stand outside for hours on end opposite the MTV studios in Times Square just to catch a literally a 15-second glimpse of one's pop star hero of the day. So to celebrate its demise, a huge finale extravaganza in the TRL finale show was made. Even JC Chasez noted the huge difference between his height with NSYNC and now:
“Remember this feeling?” Mr. Daly asked as the three looked out the second-floor studio windows at thousands of ecstatic young fans behind police blockades in Times Square. “We’re old now. This is the last time we’re going to do this.”
“We’re grown folks, man,” Mr. Chasez added in disbelief.
Of course Diddy made an appearance. I always felt he was was just a show filler. His office was across the street, so it's like in his mind "Hey, why don't I just drop it like it's hot over there at TRL?" Back when TRL was in its prime and shut down Times Square it used to mean something for artists. But now, they no longer have that platform. Lou Robinson, a video promotion executive at the RCA Music Group:- “To spend all that money to have an artist to come in and do two segments and show 20 seconds of the video, it’s not money well spent,” he said.
- “It’s a big loss to all of us not to have this platform to promote ourselves,” he said. “But we’ll have to figure out a new way to do it.”
If you watched the actual recording of that day, I was standing next to Lyndsey and Damien for the intro. How do I know? I later went over to a friend's house later in the week and watched myself on TV. I think pre-recorded TV isn't as much fun. There is something organic when it's live. And it's faster when it's live; but of course after nipple-gate that's why there is a 5 second delay for most major live broadcasts.It was fun actually going to the TRL studio after years and years of yearning to finally go. But it's no longer the cool thing to do. The cache of TRL is kind of gone. Plus my friends went once when I was a sophomore in high school and they got free Nintendos. Apparently I went on the wrong day. But I don't regret it. But the only reason how I even got tickets wasn't through the old fashion way of emailing TRL. No I got it through a facebook application called "iLike" in which it alerted me that Sara Bareilles was "performing" at TRL as a part of "Spankin' New Ladies Week", so I just had to send in an email and name drop. It was a great day though; that's when I discovered Estelle. Who by the way, is beautiful in person and people please listen to her other stuff. She's a credible artist who has successfully "crossed the pond". "Wait a Minute" and "Dancing" are some of my personal favorites.








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Though this goes against my own personal attempts to combat any actual personal photos of myself, I feel this blog entry shall validate my reasoning for posting this photo.